painting by Duarte Vitoria
“I want to scare myself with the things I am capable of doing to him.
I want to feel ashamed of myself when we’re done. I want to make love to him.
I want to be brave enough to hold eye contact with him when every part of my body begs me to look away.
I want to allow the rush of emotion to completely consume me at that climactic moment when we are at our most vulnerable.
I want to trust him with my secrets and teach him how to satisfy me in a way that only he can.”